Swimming through one reef at a time...

well i am going back to tn....school is calling my name... i am looking forward to school starting again... and going back to the gym... and getting back into the swing of things...

 

this will be my last blog on mindsay.. so to all that have read my blogs.... thank you

 

its time to move on and close chapters of my life that i have been dwelling on....

 

and i am ready for a new start.......

 

i will miss ya

 

 

i want to go to the new harry potter movie but i dont have anyone that is interested in it like i am... so i am left at home wondering who i can get to go with me...

I WANNA SEE THE HARRY POTTER MOVIE!!!!

Outside of a couple of bad days.... this summer has been awsome... i was going to wait until the end of summer to express my views but today i am in a talkitive mood...

since i have been single i have noticed myself going through a lot of changes... and i have been scared of being alone... but the nights do get easier when i lay alone in my bed... sometimes i lay against the cold wall to "pretent" that i am not alone and it temporarily relieves the sting....

i workout when possible and i can tell a difference in my attitude when i do... today i feel happy and light and am looking forward to the events that awaits me...

ever since i left jc, tn.... and lost my job... things have really picked up... i have gained more confidence within myself for one... and that is the characteristic i have enjoyed the most

i read in psychology today that no one ever made it staying at home... so i use that as motivation to get out and meet new people... Lady Luck can sit you next to someone great but not in your own living room... Unless perhaps the pizza guy is looking...

and then again i have given up pizza... one of my favorite foods...

i am kinda seeing someone now thought...notice the kinda.. not sure where it is going

we had a date the other night and it was so much fun.. i think its been a while since someone made me laugh so much.... to the point that the next day my abs hurt...

so of course i was waiting for him to call me... and anticipating that it would take him two to three days to initiate conversation...

to my surprise i recieved a text from him the next day!!!! wow i must have left an impression on him...


My dating experiences in the past.. and my past relationships have left me a bit jaded so i am holding back with this one... but i love falling in love... so its hard to convience myself to hold back...

we meet and i gave him my number... bold move on my part... and i honestly did not expet to hear from him... but then he called and we talked about hanging out...

we decided to meet at a local bar... he said alright 11 pm.. i will meet you on the padio... when i pulled up to the bar i was nerveous... walked in and grabed a drink.... and walked towards the patio....

opened the door and told myself that i needed to be confident in myslef... walked down and to where he was sitting... thank god i did not have to look long.. that could have the potential to be embarassing...

we talked and he was nerveous... to my suprise his nerveousness made me calm... i was more quite than iwould have like to have been but i think the "shyness" worked to my advantage...

we talked for a couple of hours and as the night went on i became more comfortable wiht him... then the place started to get crowded.. we both wanted to leave... decided on a place to go... i was a little concerned so i wanted to take my car and he seemed to have no problem withthat...

once we got there ... there was a little open field... we walked to the open field and sat down... it was cold and he spoke softly so i found myslef leaning into him more and more

i am such a fairytale dreamer because i am not sure most girls would be impressed... but i loved it.. sitting on theground... in the grass .. under the stars... just getting to know each other... we decided that it was time to head back.. i was yawning a lot... so i drove him back to his car..

i pulled up behind his car and could tell he was mustering up the courage to kiss me... finally he made his move... leaned in and kissed me... put his hand on my stomach and pulled me a little closer... and then stopped... leaned back and asked if i liked concerts ... then invited me to go to one with him in a couple of weeks... i was estatic.... yes of course i replied...

he got out and i left went home and of course replayed the events in my head as i feel asleep...

he sent me a text last night and asked if i had any plans for monday...



i hope that monday night goes well too!!!